ElliCe

Happier?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

人往往在拥有的时候都不会珍惜

People saw me will ask what happen to me. lols. My face is too obvious eh?
NOPE not because of him.

I'm sick.

My blue black came out! FAST! pain.

But I love my look today. =D

Off to makan with them at Gombak. my porridge XOXO

Later after work going out with them too. Tiong bahru! LOVES.

u're my everything ♥
11:54:00 AM

PAIN

To me, a LIE can destroy the whole relationship.

Lie is betray. Hiding something is just the same as lie.
You knew it. I repeated alot of times.

Stop telling me that I this and that because you choose to shut up.
I am different! Stop saying last time I like that and you like this.

I told u before if I found out something which you choose to LIE OR HIDE,
I'll go crazy! This is me. Stop telling me you didn't like that when I this and that.

STOP TELLING ME THE PAST! LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE PAST FIRST!!!
You should know what you did before other than THIS THING TODAY!

You knew I cannot take it. But you choose to hide.
YOU KNEW I ALWAYS GOT THE LUCK TO FIND OUT! you still choose to hide.
When my trust for you slowly to build up, you did this. no more trust.

I thought I can break my longest record.
Again going to TWO years, my relationship is going to end?! can't i break the two years?

Please know how to treat me first before digging out my past!
No matter how, I still treated you the BEST I CAN! What about you?!

Saw the things you like and nice things, I always thought of YOU!
Always prepare and gave you all the good. and what did I get?!

You can find time to relax with your friends so what about me?!

All I did. All I did....... you can just forget and telling me how bad i am.
you can SHOUT at me when you're in the wrong.

No matter how other said about you, I still gave you chances again and again.
and this is what I get. THANK YOU!

Yes I did contact my male friends SO?!?! I didn't do anything with them.
I still treat you the best I can. They knew how much I love you. They scolded me.
SOOO?! they knew they can't change my mind. They knew the guy I wanted is YOU!

WHAT ABOUT YOU?! all this while, how did you treated me.
Everyone knew. You knew it urself.

I had enough. Today that fight...... ha ha speechless.
Haa at least I slapped you and made your mouth bleed. WOW. that's power.

You also can just heartless-ly beat me back. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

THANK YOU.

I will walk out of this by myself.
It's time for me to be independent. I don't need other advice.

don't tell me about married or whatever.
It's your parent idea. they love me but what about you?!

I had told you that I don't want to marry you unless your temper and attitude change.
since 07.08.09 is gone... I didn't put much effort in thinking abt married.

I will not forget how you treated me.

u're my everything ♥
12:15:00 AM

Nerdy Boyfriend

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Went over to BPP to get my spec and makan at Swensen.

Asked him to get the same as mine ~ couple spec eh.

his "ah beng" looks.

Hehe. my wallpaper!

so cute luh!!

handsome right!! ^^

but you all haven see his center parting picture yet. MORE HANDSOME!

*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAA!!

Tml eating breakfast with him! dont know whether can I wake up anot.

Eating macdonald breakfast!! WOO LAAAAAA LAAAAA~

u're my everything ♥
3:28:00 PM

BAD LUCK IS GONE??!!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Yeah! Went to check my right eye and no contact len stucked inside!!! PHEWWW~

Monday will go and collect my spec! expensive =(
Went shopping after that!!! bought 4 clothes and 1 belt. CHEAP CHEAP!
Bought one dress for Qian. mine purple & hers is pink! chio sia!!
Can wear to office ^^ but ride bike . . . . . eh need to wear short.

QI, dont kpkb hor.. got white colour but hor the dress to me already quite short liao
if you wear, HAHAHAHA i think can see ur butt. =X somemore i dont think u can fit in! HAHAHA
okay lah. dont keep scold nbcb ok?! LOL!!! also love ni de.

Later going to ah ma's house and eat steamboat. Xiao yi's birthday!
Happy birthday to you~~

later can see Kopi again!! weeeeeeee~~~~~

u're my everything ♥
3:29:00 PM

BAD BAD BAD BAD LUCK!

Friday, July 10, 2009

UPDATED AGAIN AGAIN =X
seriously hate him!
heard another bad news from dar regarding HIM. SPEECHLESS! hopeless.
I've got nothing more to say about him.

super pity his parent! so old so gd yet got such a son! omfg.
SO OLD ALR STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO THINK!! just go and die lah.
DONT BE A BURDEN TO YOUR FAMILY!!!!! wtf man.

DO ALREADY THEN COME HOME CRY FOR FCUK SIA?!?!?!
ONLY KNOW HOW TO CRY!? GO CRY TO THE POLICE LAH.
SHAMELESS!!!!! did so many shameless things. YAWNS.
Said so much for what?! when ppl tell u, u dont want listen.... OR BI.
Thought u dont want others to worry? thought u said nth happen?
FOR FCUK U WANNA GO HM AND CRY (REAL CRY) FOR HELP! like a fool! pui.

all you know is how to hurt those ppl who care bout u.

USELESS FREAK!

12.55AM;

UPDATED AGAIN
right eye contact len stuck up up into my white eyeball. cant get it down! WHY!?
CAN MY BAD LUCK JUST STOP!!!!! ARGHHHHHH
MY FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T________T

8.07pm;

UPDATED
I almost killed Qi and myself.
an inch away from being knock down by lorry just now.
I am not sure whether can I reach home first before the bad luck haunt me down.
Shouldn't fetch you back. fuck me.

1.24PM;

Early morning 5am plus, let me saw a summon ticket!

I had appealed for it !! I parked on white line and tio summon for parking in season parking place without possession of a valid season parking ticket. $25!! so wtf right!! idiot ppl.

TODAY IS FRIDAY YET SO UNHAPPY! hmpff..

I WENT OUT THE WRONG WAYYYYYYY!!
should had just go straight at BKE instead of turning into KJE! I saw BKE the board wrote city etc so I thought is not the way I am going! ARGHHH FCUK MYSELF LAH!
Seen so many times of the map also can so blur will believe the sign instead of myself. sighs.

I went to PIE and didn't saw my BUKIT BATOK but I saw Corporation Road.
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKK! did I missed Bukit Batok exit?!?!?!
so I just turn out at Corporation. To me, Bukit Batok FIRST then Jurong side.
BUTTTTTTT when I came to office, I checked the map and Bukit Batok exit is after Corporation!!
MUMMYYYYYYY DADDYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! boohooohooooooooo~

Corporation Road is a question mark to me. HOW TO GO BACK!!!!
I just go straight and lucky me!! I saw the main road. But keep forgot to turn out and need to u-turn -______-
I faster rush back to Bukit Timah (behind me was a black face monster) and Dar's company bus was gone!!!!!

SO I NEED TO LOBANG HIM UP TO RIFLE RANGE!! OMG OMG OMG~
IT'S SOOOO DAMN SCARY LAH!! road so narrow, SO DARK!!!!!!! forest forest~ omg.
I CAN'T SEE THE ROAD! must ride slowly -.- the cornering almost let us roll down the forest and gone missing!!! =(
We die also nobody know one sia.
They all must have thought that we two ran away to tian ya hai jiao (天涯海角). HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I used 1 hour to reach office !! ran too much my bike alittle siao siao. no weight alr.
when I wanna passby the hump, the bike no strength and fell -__-
I didn't fall haha I know how to siam one XD pro right HAHA =X

MIRROR BROKE!! CCB. At that moment, I ji tao broke down! shag.
Bike landed not very hard cos I am not riding very fast. LIKE THAT ALSO CAN BREAK!!
At BBDC, I don't know dropped how many times also didn't break loh. tmd!!!!!!!!

Later need to go and change mirror.
I need to go home and check where is my right eye contact len!!
I forgot did I wore it anot. I remember wearing it? LOL sians.
now see things so uncomfortable but I didn't bring the len box so cannot take out left eye's.

Later I will faster rush home and hide!! just in case.
avoid me pls.

u're my everything ♥
10:29:00 AM

follow me on Twitter

Since 1st of June 2009

仪
31 Oct 88
Bukit Batok & Yishun

DRAGON.SCORPIO

Photobucket

Strengths
Passionate. Stubborn. Resourceful. Justice. Curiosity. Compassionate. Brave.
A true friend.
Weaknesses
Jealous. Distrusting. Secretive. Violent. Sensitive.
Take revenge. Caustic.
Hold Grudge
Charismatic Marks
An intense look in the eyes, muscular.
Likes
Truth. Facts. Being right. Romance. Teasing.
Longtime friends. A grand passion.
A worthy adversary.
Dislikes
Dishonesty. Passive people.
Revealing secrets. Betrayer.
Past coming back to haunt.
Cruelty of any kind.
Best environment
Dark,sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings.