Too bad lah. He go far far place to work. Cant get to see him.

Sian . Midnight I got a worst night.

Before midnight about 9plus, I was meeting dar at my staircase and go eat.

Then his pattern come .. I ask him thing but he keep change topic or smile smile and walk ..

wtf sia He always like that make me so uncomfortable.

Always make me pek cek z.z.z then say dont want me to pek cek de. hell!

We eat hao le then went home . lols .

Fk la my parent at my rm tin tei sia . YAWN ..

use com his pattern still the same. aiya aiya dont know lah.

I give him use com play audition.

I sms-in then wanna put silent then forget . Damnit ..

Give him saw what Gin reply.

Aiya knn . Everything spoil liao . He at there throw temper!

I dont want to tell him de but he say wanna call Gin ask. Stupid me. hais .

Bo bian gonna tell him what I gonna do on him .. hais !

I was planning to find one day and go his house there wait for him to go home.

Then saw me confirm shocked de!! grr ..

I dont know is want like that or he go home liao then I go find him and I sms say something happen to me ask him faster meet me but actually outside his hse waiting for him le. lols

Then Gin say at home wait is better de cos another is below 16 use de! wth lols

Whatever lah . Both cried. hais ..

I really ji tao nth to say to him le ..

Then both lie down back face back.

Awhile more he come keep say sry bla la la la la..

Didnt talk to him very very long.

He bth then he say he knee down. He laughed when he say that.

Dont know why I also bth wanna laugh ..

Then give him saw I smiling la! wanna control not to smile de.

knn sian de. lols ..

Everything okay le.

But when we are talking, he say abt money things.

We started to got problem again -.- hais ..

He wanna me to help him take car license.

I also got my problem de mah.

Then he give me a bad feeling ..

When he say that, his voice or pattern saying is like erm plan very long le or I no help him like he going to throw temper de pattern sia. scary! Guy .... scary!

I feel that everything isit a fake?

Used to be sweet loving de isit fake ?

Feel that we suddenly got a big gap. stranger! hais

Then he throw temper!!!

He say he shouldn't tell me de..

He slapped himself?!

He used his hand and bang the wall! Quite loud sia.

Must be very pain.

I ...... hais ...

Writing this also feel like crying . hais ..

I wanna see his hand then he ji tao cried loud and say he dont want my money de bla la la..

My heart pain!! Hugged him tight.

Tears flow down again . hais. wtf sia ..

We just now eat le go carpark see moon.

I 许愿 that I and him gonna how how.

But come back we got problem. hais.

I not cos of that money then like that. zzzzzzzzz

He cried finish le then we ok le . hais ...

Heart heavy heavy .

No longer the same.

I wanna find a job then stable and can help him.

If not I take out my money, confirm tio ask by my mother what.

If she know I help him maybe she think very what. Think he like no use.. hais .

Alot alot of reason . hais . stresssss ...

We used to be no problem de. I thought we wont quarrel.

But now only going to 2 mths nia then like that liao ..

Next time ............. haiis ..

Dont know what he is thinking!

Always keep to himself.

Dont know still got what thing never tell me . fan err x.x

Having a relationship I know will like that. stress .

If no accept him, I think I till now still single ba? hais .

single will b better ma?? yawn ...

OMG! worth it worth it xD

Yesterday woke up at dar's hse and saw Dad sms.

He ask me to buy cake for my sis. 23 her birthday.

So I gonna go home and thought sunday we need to go eat.

We helping my grandma celebrate birthday also but then all change to sat.

We bath le then dar accompany me go home.

His mum gone out, dont know go where.

So this week didnt really get to see his parents.

Went to my hse there to buy cake and buy a pandan cake.

Haha I want to use that to disturb my sis and dad. lols..

Waiting for Qian to come then go downstair find them.

SX and Dar at home wait =D

Alot of thing to eat. got one big soup and 10 dishes.. FULL~ lols ..

Qian and I run back home!

After awhile accompany them go downstair eat.

Qian saw Siqi and her bf at there eat also .. yikess.

Her stupid bf! kns de..

They smoking under my blk so I called my sis to come down and help us take photos!!

We go back play mahjong.

Dar win $2, me win $1.30 and SX dont know how much.

All is Qian lose. lols

12am bring in the cake for my sis.

All slping le. lols..

Cut finish already, they go smoke.

Awhile more they go back home le.... haha

Dardar ytd got guard duty but then think is sell away again. hais .

waste money!! Later not enough money to spend.

Meeting everyday! :D

He coming down now .

Waitin for him YAWN tired sia .

Still haven go find job. lols .. sian lah.

I dont like to go interview . z.z.z.z borin borin!

Just now asked my mum to buy breakfast erm should be lunch for me then she ask for two person or what? lols .. she agar also know Dar always stay overnight .. lols .

Dar say ytd he talking with me then my mum got smile. lols.

Didnt saw . gd job gd job! =D

glueeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Friday, before a day to go Gin hse.

Dardar uncomfortable. Kinda cold cold.

We didnt talk much and going to midnight, my tears dropped.

He say I was playing then we say alot of thing.

Both hugged and cried! lols.

Heart pain sia. hais .

We now kinda always like that cold then hot cold then hot! x.x

Both too over sensitive liao . hais...

But! We are getting better. ^^

Stick with each other.

Meeting almost everyday. lols ..

Also nth to do . At there rot rot.