Since 1st of June 2009
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
LOL . Went outside Clementi ITE but i didnt go in for interview.
Asked Bee about interview and she say we cannot make up, working hours damn long from 7am can till 12am! Wth leh.
And need to spend $500++ to buy this and that.
I said about higer nitec thingy and then she also got thinked of that! Haha..
We walk in halfway then think that apply higher nitec will be much better since we had study for 2years, why not continue. My mum said that computer things will be much more easier to find job cos everything need computer.
We walk back to Clementi centre and ate KFC! Wth. Last week, also tuesday, Dar thought can eat the chicken chop but closed we ended up eating KFC! lols.
Waste my ez-link money!
Just to go there and eat KFC. Somemore NOT NICE!
BATOK's is so much much better!
Went back to my house to apply for Higher Nitec and Bee also wanna wait for Jake.
Again Jake pattern come again! ...
Say he later going to watch movie. Awhile say no money very tired wanna rest.
THEN again say sick cannot bring her home!
Hais. They quarrel again. Break le KNN wasted loh!
Cb jake. Say what
"all i wanna do is enjoy myself u sae i dun like to go out wif u. no offence but everytime i go out with u we do nth but watch movie eat n walk around the whole shopping centre. we nvr do anything intersting before."
A relationship is like that de what. Is gonna see how u handle it.
If u put effort then everything gonna be different le.
So what not interesting?
Then u got the right to go out with ur interesting friends lah!?!?!?!
Then go ahead and stead with ur friend and marry with ur friend!!
Bee gonna find much better guy is u dont cherish her!
Gonna regret. LA LA LA LA~
So what she give attitude?!
All because Jake lied to her again and again what.
Still dare to say she always pissed him off!
Starting see jake treat her so well so good! Now everything is like shyt!
GUYS ALL THE SAME LAH!
u're my everything ♥
8:22:00 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Bee yesterday told me she got the letter and she can study.
I am not at home.
I dont know whether I can study anot but I think mostly is can one.
But dont know wanna study anot. Kinda waste money again?
Dont know useful anot. BAKING in clementi ITE. should i?
He dont let me study. My mum let me. I in the middle. Qian say dont study baking.
Haiyo.. They just called and say 11.15am interview. how?!?!?!?!
-UPDATE-
Kinda lazy to go interview.
If interview pass, still need to go medical check up!
Why so 麻烦 one. YAWN
My mum asked me to go take higher nitec and continue my Electronics! hais..
Now then want to take.
All my friends going to 2nd year le and I first year!
Ask me to interview and then see how first.
She said I have no target at all. Dont know what to do just bang here and there.
为什么要做人 my answer to her 又没有人叫你生我! BAD LA! Hais.
I really dont want to be here anyway. Life is so so so boring.
One day maybe i will write my last word and TATA! hahaha.
BORING LA. Later interview le then see how lah. YAWN
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Night time, 花车 passby dar downstair.
Haa small road they also came in.
We no need to go down and see haha at home see can already.
u're my everything ♥
11:16:00 PM
GRRRRRRR~ HE SO SWAY MAH ??!!
Every weekend 7pm, we will always sit down and listen to 97.2 for 4D result.
Heard the second number is 5341 and i shouted "中er"!
I went in and ask but he told me he didnt buy 24 打.
He bought my number 4315 & opposite 5134!
Walan. He always got buy 24 打 one.
He no money was thinking of tomorrow buying that!
Hais.. SWAY!
So never mind i continue watching "My Girl" and then he suddenly shouted
"MY ANG BAO MONEY MISSING!"
wala0 eh!! Shyt lah. Someone in camp stole his money!
Why he wanna bring to army sia.
Why that fuker of his friend stole his money when HE knew that dar need to survive with those money! $250! Cb kia. He will got bao yin one!!!
I will curse and curse HIM!
Time to eat dinner Dar sat down.
Awhile later he said he dont want to eat.
He went out saying that he going to find friend.
Thought he only go down 8th storey to take cig so didnt follow him.
But his mum say he like didnt take phone out with him how to contact his friend.
I went to check. He really didnt bring it out so i went out and find him.
Walk here and there didnt saw him so i went back.
His mum say she go find him ask me to eat.
Went back to watch my show while waiting for him to come back.
Finally that idiot came back and say he went jogging. -.-
I called his mum.
Accompany him eat told him not to think so much.
No money then my ang bao money give him loh.
See him like that. Fuk up lah that bastard.
What are friend for?!?!?!
cb. We went out to pasa malam he told me he suspect is Remi!
He stole people Hp before. cb la him!
That time they play mahjong then he knew dar's bag got money!
cbkia cbkia!!!!!! ZZzz..
He no money must steal friend money who need to survive de meh!
He no money because he spent on clubbing etc etc etc!
THE ONE WHO STOLED SEOW CHEE WEI MONEY GONNA TIO ACCIDENT!!
Anyway, dar DID told me few days ago that after smoking his last pack, he is going to totally quit smoking. While doing facial today, I was thinking what good things did he had.
Haha was thinking that he quite good lah willing to accompany me to PS and waited for me for 2 hours and today is 3hours. BUT BUT BUT...
His pocket got a packet of cig. Hais.
He cant keep promise de lah.
AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND .......................
He should be thinking what big deal about it!
C'mon lah.
It's not happening on u! I did kept my promise to u. AND YOU? U wont understand how i felt. Dont keep say U KNOW when u dont know.
U always LOVES to act. Hais. Forget it.
I wont give away all my ang bao. The most $50. And that it. nono mayb $20.
His birthday next week and I gonna spend again!
His vest cost me quite alot le! Zzz
He break and glue it again and ....
My heart for him has alot of scars and holes. Dar enough of ur nonsense le mah?
God bless him to tio toto or 4D ar. miserable life eh.
WIN WIN
u're my everything ♥
6:39:00 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Why he always always ALWAYS like that!
He think that calling me FIRST is not that important?!?!
He just do whatever he wanna do and then call me after that?
Noon, forcing me to go his house!
I DONT WANT!
For what! Tml friday le what.
Every friday we then together went back to yishun de! Why he wanna go back?
He reached Batok and sat there talking and waiting for me.
I dont want I dont want told him so many times but he keep give attitude ask me come!
Wtf I asked him to come over my house lah. Already reach batok what.. He say he dont want.
So he think my house BORING? WAD? I also think his house BORING what!
He stay at his house I stay at my house lah!
For what come or go.
Say because he wanna see me. HA! so many excuses.
I asked why he want to go back?!
Say want bath then later say want go back just go back he sometime will go back one what!
SO WHAT?! tml going back le right! Zzz... I say my house can bath.
THEN he push to my parent!
Say dont want they dont like him! FUK LA!
When did they dont like him! Zzz..
Really a JERK loh!
Keep push thing to other people when everything is HIM! fuk up.
I wanna hang up then he say later call me.
Awhile more he say he buying toto. Then he went back!
WTF! HE really didnt come over!
ALREADY REACH LE LEH! KNN..
Then at train say I want him come back then he come loh!
Saying again SAY SAY SAY he only know how to say!
He reached woodlands I sayIi want him to come back now loh.
He say going to reach yishun le what! SO WHAT!!! SO WHATTT!!!!
He just now reached BATOK LE WHAT! zzz. 我真的死心了!
He reached home say guess later who he is going to eat with!?
QING HE!
SO QIAO?!?!?!
He went back then Qing He find him! Zzz..
He told me he eat finish already come back le what.
8.40 he called me say he now going down and meet him.
I say met him, call or sms me.
9.11 he smsed me say he just met him now going to eat.
I called him.
I got told him eat finish call me.
I wait and wait.
I call him twice but no1 answer.
i smsed him.
Awhile more he called n say he at funland!
Help Qing He play game.
Then say Qing He wanna play and say he wanna show him dont know what fuk lah. HAHAHAHAHA! FUNLAND!
ha. He said he thought Qing He go in play awhile then come out liao
How he know he play so long! SO WHAT SO WHAT!
WHY HE WANNA PUSH ALL THE FAULT TO QING HE!
WHY HE KEEP PUSH FAULT TO OTHER PPL WHEN I AM NOT ANGRY ABT THOSE FUK! HE SAY HE WILL GO HOME AFTER EATING!!!!
HE SAY WILL CALL ME AFTER HE EAT FINISH!
WTF HE DOING?! ENJOYING
Hah.. About 10pm we talked about those de.
So I ask him, he going to play and wait until 11 like that?
He say he reach home call me! YUP! 11!! im right..
YEA! PLAY GAME TILL SO LONG!
The game got so long? Who is he cheating!?!?!
Reach home say he sick
HAHAHA. who knows?!
Play audition for awhile he go sleep.
12.30 like that call me again say he just open door for Qing He.
Qing He say got train to go back! LOL! joker..
Nvm. I am enjoying myself at audition!
Play till 2 plus going to 3. haha..
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im watching MY GIRL 我的女孩! very funny seh! lol. cure my boreness.
u're my everything ♥
6:53:00 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
BROKEN NIGHTZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz
Broke down! TOTALLY!
Cried for 1hour or something. Cant stop my tears!
All of the prata fault! Eat what prata! so what is FOC!
Walan. Quarrel when we were on our way there!
Quarrrel when we were walking back home!
I am SO SO SOOOOOOO... dont know how to say lah!
Now head damn pain can. Eyes also very very pain swollen!
My eyes had become smaller and smaller!
Seeing my past photos, HAIS!
My life is so miserable! God is so unfair! x.X
I want to be taller slimmer prettier eyes bigger skin like baby skin!
This and that this and that alot alot.. RICHER!!!!! Zzz..
No1 ever shouted and screamed AT ME IN PUBLIC!
WTF LOH~!! TONIGHT IS THE WORST DAY I EVER HAD!
I really give in alot.
I no strength to say or do anything.
What i can do is just cry and blame everyone.
#. Cant u just listen and remember what i say?
#. Cant u kept ur words? SAY AND DO IT?????!!!!!!
#. Cant u give me more attention! not ur SOCCER! 4D! CIG! GAME! MONEY! gal?!
#. Cant u give me more care and concern?!
CAN YOU 付出 more? and not always me!? Like that will we still quarrel? no right. who like to quarrel!??!?
SWOLLEN PIG***
i wanna live happily ever after!
Dar's mother say we will always quarrel one.
Dar's mother say we will always quarrel one.
He is tiger. I am dragon.
Both is fierce animal! Zzz..
Wont let each other one. Hais..
yaa loh. Both temper very very bad.
But i always let him le loh.
Quiet also tio kan, talk back also tio kan. hais...
whatever fk lah.
SHHHHH !
u're my everything ♥
12:47:00 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
#. i cut his hair! HAHAHA. cute ^0^
** i took all his FIRST! x33 MUACKS MUACKS! haa
u're my everything ♥
5:57:00 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
❤ HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY ❤
At home waiting for him.
5plus he then can go! No off for today.
Tomorrow then off more wu hua.
Long weekend for him again.
Before we meet, quarrel again!
He used to send alot of message at friendster before we are together.
He sent to Bee also! Walan throw face loh! ZZZZ
I dont know he jio how many girls before wooing me.
He say he want to find a suitable gf so he go out contact with gals.
What rubbish. So desperate meh?
Whatever. Over le dont want to think.
Dont feel like going out but dont want that idiot to do stupid crazy thing!
Go back his place !!
Boring tomorrow need to come back again. Need to go grandma's house eat steamboat.
Alot of people at yishun!
Why they dont want go town sia.
Went to the place we going to eat but full and quite long Q !
Walk around all long Q!
So bo bian we went to funland and play first.
Saw kapo. He ask me whether I remember him anot.
Thought he dont know is me.
Play finish went back HENG ER got seat.
After we sit got Q again! HAHA lucky lucky!! ^^
Vege, the first dish
Cook Cook Cook Cook HUNGRY!
My Beef! HOT LIKE HELL! YUMMY! :D
His Chicken! I dont like! Beef better
FISHHHH!
SCALLOP! 1 only! YUMMY TOO!
AND LASTLY! SOTONG N PRAWN!
I love the beef! YUMMY! The soup taste nice too! But not hot enough.
Spent around $35. ZZZ
Dar wanna watch movie! AH LONG AH LONGGGG!
LOVES! ❤
u're my everything ♥
3:28:00 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
HURHURHUR!
After sooo long finally get to meet them!
FIRST THING, take photos lah! hahaha.
Went shopping at the boring westmall!
Not much guys thingy! How to buy birthday present for dar!
Nothing to walk so went to Jurong Point!
Again walk here and there searching for the right present!!
Hate to buy present esp guy's present!
77th street got nice one but expensive.
Bo bian dont know what to buy and no pretty necklace and whatever to cover his fcuking birthday present so i gotta buy that expensive vest which cost me $59.90!
I never ever spend so much over a present and HE that idiot gonna be first! ZZZZ
Well well .. first and the last next time i gonna cut and sew a shirt or boxer for him!!
WITH SINCERE! DARE TO REJECT?!?!
TIME TO EAT!
The food court japanese food NOT NICE!
Waste money ! Zzz
Nothing special!
Boring. Sit and chit chat. Alot of things.
Lazy to type. Keep it in my mind can already.
Meeting dar after his army and went back home!
Upload photossssssssss! New photos! HurhUrhur! x33
u're my everything ♥
9:12:00 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
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Derrick, his gf and JunHao yesterday came to dardar's house.
Play blackjack.
Derrick and JunHao no luck sia keep lose money to Dar ^^
I also win money! hehe..
My ang bao all together got $360 i think.
Alot sia.. HoHoHo.
Dar got 200 plus.
They last time always give back their angbao to his father !
Why like that de sia? Angbao people give is urs le.
Should save it up when dar is baby.
If not his bank now also dont know got how much.
Aiya got alot also give dar lose all or spend all le.
Play mahjong.
Starting first round with his mum that match lose.
Add in his dad i win back er! hehe.
Got alot of coins! x3
u're my everything ♥
7:18:00 AM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Yesterday morning still need to call him up!
Wah lao! Heng i called him if not he is going to get killed by me!
Went over to jurong east.
Haha sit awhile they all wanna play mahjong.
Play with my dad, ah pek and micky.
They play very big one sia!
4 tai is $20 5 tai i dont know is how much but they paid each $21/$22.
Left one card and give ah pek zhi mo loh! Heng lai hell sia! If not dar win quite alot de.
Heart attack! Win $5. Papa lose :(
San gugu, Er gugu, Baobao jiejie and audrey jie jie never give him ang bao!!
Because he playing mahjong?!?! what the shyt.
Cindy jiejie got give loh when he playing!
They all wanna act blur ar. Act never see ar.
Cannot come give de meh. Must call them auntie or what then give ar.
12-1 plus walked over to jurong east MRT going back Yishun.
Went to Woodlands bai nian. At there till 6 plus then went over to Clementi.
Boring sia!!
At there watch tv. 10-11 plus then go back !! ZZZZZ
Reach yishun auntie uncle went home.
Dardar, wang li(dar's kor's gf) and tony(dar's kor) together go sunplaza watch Cj7.
The show okay nia. No story line de but the thing very cute! :D
very tiredddddddd. faster go home wanna sleep liao!
Still need to go jurong there bainian! Dont wanto go sia! Boring !
See same people all i dont know. Yesterday see liao loh! ZZZZ
Dar they all so troublesome de. Need to go again one.
u're my everything ♥
3:19:00 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
I LOVE LOREAL! AND HATE MAYBELLINE!
Loreal's fountation can almost totally cover everythings!
When to buy it after finishing bai nian at Bishan.
Meeting dar at Bishan.
Went over his house to bai nian.
Then went over to his mum's sister house at TPY.
Eat finish we played blackjack won $4.
My winning is up and down up and down. Dar won $10 plus? His kor lose $19.
He rich never mind. haha..
He today should be coming over and stay at my house !
BUT he because of MAHJONG!!!!!
He wanna play so didnt come. Lonely night again.
So late already so ask him at home no need come my house bai nian.
For what wanna come and go back again. So mafan.
So he called me and accompany me talk while I going back home.
Tomorrow morning he coming over to bai nian.
Dont know what will happen tomorrow ZZZZ hope nothing bad....
MY ANG BAO $298! LOL.
u're my everything ♥
10:15:00 PM
RAT YEAR LE! Also is our 6 months.
He playing mahjong still say wanna countdown with me!
Hais.. Dont care lah. Just see what will happen tomorrow also is today lah
Haven went to sleep still consider tomorrow.
Boring new year!
u're my everything ♥
12:04:00 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
TODAY IS A QUARREL DAY MA????
My "da yi ma" came!
After so long. Sick plus da yi ma = SUPER BAD MOOD!
Quarrel with quite a number of people.
At audition, IGN - kurollin!
Haha. she is a noob lah. Not my team but play with her so boring.
Keep miss one. Play bboy other team no miss then fun what.
So i helped the girl who teamed with girl to kick her!
Haha.. she pm me.
At there kbkp but end up lose me! LOL.
She only know how to say same words. bith sllut fcker or fck off larh.
Walao. noobshyt. Told her that her bitch spell wrongly.
Hahaha forgot what she replied.
Aiya.. still say she confirm bigger than me etc etc. Zzz
Still wanna challenge 8key 150bmp! Zzz..
Invited her but dont want come in. Siao de.
My ending msg HUM JI LOL no reply.
Second is another girl but not quarrel with her.
Is disturb her with another girl.
She say she got main she got main hahaha main level 10.
She keep miss we disturb her say pro wa wa wa bla la la la. funny lah.
Another one is cutie dont know what lah never care her ign.
Also lose liao run away. Boring de.
And the last one is DARDAR!
After quarreling with those siao kia i told him today is quarrel day we dont quarrel hor.
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT
end up he going to eat reunion dinner, we quarrel!
He say he will talk with me when he is in the car. He always say this and do that
Damn damn fcuk lah. Not first time le. Of cos i dulan la!
I asked him ah girl beside u ar He say ya.
I asked, u four in the car ar He say ya.
I asked she sit very close u ar He say no.
Then he say later reach le call me. I all the way attitude lah of cause de what.
Sms him alot of rubbish thingy. He still aiya aiya ren jing ren jing!
Damn dulan when i saw those! He eat finish then call me.
We then start quarrel.
He just told me is 6 people in the car. 4 behind squeezing.
He at corner then his mum then ah girl and then ah girl's mum.
But when he talking on phone, he like nothing!
He say he never heard clearly what I am talking!
He just ya ya ya
He said he know what I wanna ask about one so just ya! wtf loh.
Cant he just tell me they squeeze together no space.
Dont know is true anot. He loves to lie what.
Hais his parent know we quarrel again! Zzz ..
He say I ask those stupid question for what wanna ask those question.
wtf loh! I cant ask!!?? He dont ask THEN i can dont ask!
Dont know lah. Think we dont suit lah! Keep quarrel.
He dont want I ask this and that.
Started to dislike this controlling relationship then just fcuk off lah.
He dont control me lah if he wants freedom!
Only think for himself.
Say he keep let me BUT is me who letting him lo!
Ya I keep give attitude but also is HE who made me first.
He never do abit stunn i will meh!
He everything stay normal we wont quarrel le what.
He gamble He smoke keep bluff me i already letting him off le still say me!
wtf loh. my bad point only is attitude what.
He guai i will attitude meh! fcuk up.
Outside so many better guy then him loh! knn..
Now he went to his cousin house and play mahjong!
Zzz gonna play till midnight.
GAMBLE GAMBLE! zzzz.....
One of this day he will gonna be flirting around liao!!
GUY ARE STILL GUY!
All the bad thing they do.
Aiya i dont know lah.
My eyes damn pain swollen swollen!
I hate him sia.
Say he will change but always wont.
Same as Dobbin de lah. aiya all guys same!
u're my everything ♥
9:05:00 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
IM SICK!! 好心苦!
Feeling damn cold.
FEVER made me headache.
Throat so pain!
Nose keep dripping fluid cant breathe!
So long didnt sick now sick, so many come.
Hais but i still need to go PS and do my facial!
Not cheap can! So i die die also must go!
My face damn red!
They squeeze till so red. Hope will faster okay!
Oh mi tou fu.....
After that at night dar need to go Vivo City! BORING!!
He always can go out enjoy and leaving the sick gf home waiting.
At night still need to go downstair and withdraw money to him! ZZZ
He gave me attitude voices! Wtf..
Just came down from the bus after sleep will give never mind.
But had been some time I called him again
He told me that he at rooftop arcade there.
AGAIN, fcuking voice! I very fan?
I cant ask this and that?
Always like that.
I smsed him and told him then he called say where got he where got!
AIYA~ used to it that he will said that. He wont admit!
Who will admit they are in the wrong?
Now he should be happily enjoying himself.
Eating free dinner while i eating those fried rice without any taste! x.X Hais.
Awhile he happily talking with me awhile attitude! Zzz
Dont know what will happen tomorrow!
u're my everything ♥
7:17:00 PM
Monday, February 04, 2008
HE IS SUCH A LOSER! LIAR!
When he cant keep a promise for many many many times means, 他不可靠! For what reason must i keep listen and listen to his lies.
HIS EMPTY PROMISES!
So tired! And everything is like my fault?
I never curse him that he will lose soccer!
I only said that
"You betrayED me or liED to me, YOU WILL BAD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR LIFE!"
It is when that happen. BUT he lose $300 on soccer.
He said that, that match is a 包赢!
Who will buy when they know they will lose?
Everybody did it because they think it will win right!
But are they god?! fcuking bullshyt can!
I told him DONT BET SO BIG DONT BET SO BIG.
Bet small win small.
If lose also is a small amount.
No big deal can try again!
NOW! ALL HIS SALARY IS FCUKING GONE!
And I need to lend him money! FOR FCUK!
If he will listen...
He always dont want to listen to me.
Always think i nag nag nag. loves to nag at him!
He just do whatever he want. He is so confidence and ended up like this...
My words mean what to him?!?!
Just another fcuking nagging mother? We harmed him?
If this time he won, he confirm bet even bigger!
Today i went home. Went out and sat in the coffee shop.
Saw my ah ma and mum's friend.
They talking about Siqi again. Hais..
She gave her mother money again. $500!
and gave her sister $200 and bought alot of things up.
All very happy.
Hais i also wanted to do that what.
Who dont? Ah ma say i must open eyes big big.
Dont wanna get marry and then marry.
Her friend say im still young. Got looks can find better one.
If is marry, u cannot get any better husband.
Think le also correct.
Why must I because I wants to have my own baby and get marry.
Ah ma cute la. Say she never go his house how she know he good anot.
His family good anot.
I just say his family is good but dont wish to talk much about him.
Damn disappointed!
They all said dont be like my mother or Siqi mother choose wrong partner then after married need to suffer. Thinking if i marry with him, all our marry gonna gone to Singapore Pools!
4D TOTO SOCCER 4D TOTO SOCCER
BLACKJACK MAHJONG DRINK SMOKE DRINK SMOKE.
Hais. im going to give up soon..
u're my everything ♥
8:50:00 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
FOUND THE WATCH!
wtf dardar is doing!
He said he put it on the table.
We search everywhere but didnt search in a pile of clothes! HA HA.
This fcuking watch missing the second times le!
I was searching for clothes to wear and
HOHOHO i touched something and is the missing watch.
We had given up and it appeared!
Who put it there? Confirm is that siao chee wei !
He can wear my watch le! :D
❤LOVE LOVE ❤
We today didnt quarrel! Hope after meeting him later wont too.
PEACE^^V
la la la la la ♬
DARDAR!
U always say u dont want to quarrel but u keep making me.
So not my fault! Is urs.
So u need to mian bi si guo! UNDERSTAND!
Copper seow! How to spell ur c****? Whatever.
u're my everything ♥
4:49:00 PM
